*Note: This is just me ranting, and a little is about religion. If you think you'll be hurt or become angry, DON'T read this. If you do you read, don't leave angry comments.*






Okay guys. I've been slowly learning that the world is full of Bullshit. Everyone is a fucking hypocrite, and they hate each other. Racists, Sexists, Homophobes! There is no such thing as world peace! We kill each other, because we're different. That's like me killing my best friend just because I don't like how she says ain't all the time! We, as the human race, are just a bunch of bastards! We can't control ourselves!

In religion, they almost always say "God loves everyone." Then why the hell do churches hate homosexuals and bisexuals?! Why did everyone hate blacks and Jews?! It's so stupid! "I hate you because you don't believe in the same God!" "I hate you because you have different colored skin!" "I hate you because of who you like!" Fuck you! Who cares if I like guys and girls? Who cares if I don't believe in someone I've never seen, heard, or met? No one should! This is reality!

Humans. It makes me sick to know I'm one. Humans. I feel like scum! Because my species Homo sapien sapien, yes, two sapiens are in our name, do not know between right and wrong, only the difference between one belief and another

Why is it wrong to kill an unborn baby? People complain more about abortion than Cannibalism! So you're telling me, eating other people is okay? Is that it?! I could eat my friends and no one would care?...

I, the little teenager that you don't know, is trying to beat some sense into you people! If someone yells at my friends, I stick up for them and yell back! If someone threatens my family, I threaten back! If I said I wanted to end my life, what would you do?! Wouldn't you try to stop me?

If no, don't bother calling me friend. But just to let you know, I'd stop you from ending your life, even if there's no point in living.


I have one question for you people, who have read this far. If God does exist, why doesn't he stop all the hurt in the world?

Enough about religion. Sexism. What makes one gender think they're better? Both are needed for reproduction. We would all be dead without the other gender. But men and women are still put down because of their sex.

Racism. Slavery. White people pathetically attempting to say "I am greater" than colored people. Everyone is equal! So fuck the racists! They don't care! They discriminate to make themselves feel better. Hurt others to make themselves feel better.

It hurts to know that everyday, people take their own lives to stop the hurt, because know one cares about them. No one holds out a hand and says "Don't do it." Everyone else just sits back and watches, or looks away in disgust. They were unable to express themselves.

No one should ever feel alone in the world, because you aren't. Someone cares about you. I care, doctors care, scientists, teachers! People care! Forget everything else and remember that we care! Don't judge others by sexuality, skin color, religion, looks. Except, and be excepted in return...



A fun video! To all the Haters! By Ryan Higa=[link]

Answer the following then type up there "I'm a(n)....."
Then tag some one else,

What color/kind of socks are you wearing?
[ ] Red = loud
[ ] Green = stupid
[ ] None = freaky
[ ] Fuzzy = gorgeous
[ ] Yellow = innocent
[ ] Purple = a little too happy
[ ] Black = emo
[ ] Stripes = funny
[ ] Gray = skanky
[ ] Pink = preppy
[ ] Light blue = sweaty
[ ] Other = hot
[X] White = sexy

What kind of bottom half are you wearing?
[ ] Shorts = cutie
[ ] Skirt/skort = skank
[ ] Corduroy = faggot homosexual
[ ] Tight jeans = scene kid
[ ] Ripped jeans = emo
[ ] Cammo = cage fighter
[X] Jeans = prep
[ ] Cargo = clown
[ ] Sweats = athlete
[ ] Boxers = brat
[ ] Booty shorts = female
[ ] Capris = Gangster
[ ] Nothing = hoe
[ ] Dickies = weirdo
[ ] Bikini bottoms = tiki girl
[ ] Skinny jeans = beast
[ ] Other = sex addict (wow)


What is your natural hair color?
[ ] Auburn = that every one wants to make out with
[X] Blonde = with a broken heart
[ ] Black = with a sexy smile
[ ] Dark brown = with a hot boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] Red = that likes to have fun
[ ] Brown = who loves to be different
[ ] Dirty blonde= with sexy eyes
[ ] Bald = with herpes
[ ] Other = with a nice ass

Pick the month you were born on:
[ ] 1 = who ate
[ ] 2 = who needed
[ ] 3 = who killed
[ ] 4 = who shot
[ ] 5 = who killed
[ ] 6 = who smoked with
[ ] 7 = who farted on
[X] 8 = who ran shirtless with
[ ] 9 = who got stabbed horribly by
[ ] 10 = who cuddled with
[ ] 11 = who slept with
[ ] 12 = who ran naked with

Pick the day you were born on:
[ ] 01 = the kool-aid man
[ ] 02 = a dog
[ ] 03 = a shoe
[ ] 04 = a toothbrush
[ ] 05 = Santa Claus
[ ] 06 = The Trojan man
[ ] 07 = Barney the dinosaur
[ ] 08 = a prostitute
[ ] 09 = a porn star
[ ] 10 = a bag of weed
[X] 11 = a lover
[ ] 12 = a glass of milk
[ ] 13 = a horse
[ ] 14 = a lesbian
[ ] 15 = a stripper
[ ] 16 = a pickle
[ ] 17 = a jew
[ ] 18 = a homo
[ ] 19 = an orange
[ ] 20 = a dildo
[ ] 21 = a homeless guy
[ ] 22 = a whore
[ ] 23 = my crush
[ ] 24 = an easter egg
[ ] 25 = a jar of honey
[ ] 26 = a condom
[ ] 27 = a bowl of cereal
[ ] 28 = a french fry
[ ] 29 = Micheal Jackson
[ ] 30 = Paris Hilton
[ ] 31 = YOUR MOM

Pick the color of the shirt you are wearing
[ ] White = because I love marijuana
[ ] Black = because I'm sexy as hell
[ ] Pink = because the voices told me to
[ ] Blue = because I have AMAZING boobs
[ ] Red = because I'm a pimp and your jealous
[ ] Polka Dots = because I hate my life
[ ] Purple = because I'm gay
[X] Gray = because I got dared
[ ] Other = because that's how I roll
[ ] Green = because I'm good in bed
[ ] Orange = because I smoke crack
[ ] Turquoise = because I have a noodle in my nose
[ ] Brown = because I had to
[ ] Shirtless = because I've got abs


I am sexy prep with a broken heart who ran shirtless with a lover because that's how I roll. In the words of the Great Trask, Fuck you! I am not a prep!

First, a quiz before I forget.

Stolen from

Your Boy Side
[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[x] Shopping is torture.
[] Sad movies suck.
[] You own an X-Box.
[x] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[] You watch sports on TV.
[x] Gory movies are cool.
[x] You go to your dad for advice.
[] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[] You like going to football games.
[] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[] Sports are fun.
[] Talk with food in your mouth.
[] Wear boxers.

Total = 12

Your Girl Side
[] You wear lip gloss.
[] You love to shop.
[] You wear eyeliner.
[x] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[] You wear the color pink.
[] Go to your mom for advice.
[] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[] You hate wearing the color black.
[] You like hanging out at the mall.
[] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[] You like wearing jewelry.
[] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
[] You smile a lot more than you should.
[] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[] You care about what you look like.
[] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x] You wear girl underwear.
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

Total: 3


Yay! I'm not a girly-girl! Fear meh!

Now for the bad news. I'm not aloud to use the internet after 8:15 pm, so you won't really see me on much until my dad says I can use my computer again. I'm failing English and dangerously close to failing math. I can't go to the library after school anymore either. Cobra can only come over once a week, and I must do all my homework.

Kill me? *flamed* Damn it Phoe phoe!

I shall miss you all, even if you guys barely talk anymore. And Toxic-candy is back! Yay!